The Typical Chinese Boy.

The Typical Chinese Boy.
My

He is my favorite listener also my best company. :)
He listens to me all the time when I need someone to talk to and he can try all his ways to make me feel well.
He's the one who I can communicate alone with, without awkwardness and boredoms.
Fun all the time when he is with me.
Sometimes he is also a baddie, when he bullies me.
Because of both of us afraid of tickle. So that he tickles me all the time no matter where we are, then the war began!

How could you smile when you're missing someone?
Well, I did! All the times when I think of him, I smile. Smile from the inside to the outside and this makes me feel so special. For the first time I feel this way!

We have the same secrets.

Do you ever have a boy but just a friend that will get emotional for you when you are moody?
He might be the one and the only one I'd ever meet in my life.
He get emotional when he saw and hear bout me and le' ex.
He be my company when I want to shop, he gave me opinions and help me find dresses.


A idiot that will ask me to wake up at 3 A.M. to jog with him and end up walk the whole journey just to chat with me.
A idiot that will walk to my house at 4 P.M. and have study group with me also end up with epic.
A idiot that will told me that the songs I heard not nice but he download into his MP3.
A idiot that will find me lots of disgust pictures of my idols, when I told him that I love them.
Also a stupid that urged me to be a lady and turn around to tell me he needs woman loves. Wants me to wear dresses when hang out with him.
A dumb ass that when I asked him bout love and he would tell me that he's a gay.
A cretin that will try all his best to ask his parents to let him hang out with me.

Lots of my first experiences,
My confidences,
My pride,
My hobbies,
My laughter, he helps me to own it all.

He told me, he will never let me go. He always stop me when I'm getting high in the conversation bout death, he said he scares to lost me.
He told me, what if I really left he will be forever alone.
He told me, he appreciate all the times when he's with me.
He told me, I am perfect all the way in his sight.
He told me, whenever when I'm needing him, he will be always here and there.

I die a little inside everytime you use the word "friend" to describe me.
Well, I think I'm in love with my best friend.

The Lesson Of Le' Week.

The lesson of the week : CONFIDENCE.

I've been care so much bout how people looks on me.
People told me ' You're fat. '
People told me ' You're skittish. '
People told me ' You're ugly. '
People says this and that...
, and these made me so lost my confidences.
I will try a hundred even a thousand ways to change into better.

But now, not.
Last ~, I asked someone how to be slim, be pretty.
They ask me to change my mentallities, the state of mind.
She told me,
To be confident, don't always care so much bout what other people feel for you.
You should have your own life, your own style.
Girl, just the way you are.

After the chat with her,
There's someone who the 1st one who asked me to be a girl. :)
Hey you, thank you. Thank you, to letting me know.
There's at least you still can see me right, want me to be a girl when I'm with you.

The container of confidence is now on the half way full!

 

 

Friendships, How Ridiculous?

Like seriously, after a numerous of waves and storms...
I have lost a lots but also learn a lots and got a lots...
Thank you for all your who never leave me when I need companies...
And thank you for who came and went...


Friendship, how ridiculous?
Maybe they were maybe the one you not looked down to in the past.
They are one of your stranger in the past. Once a 'Hello', once a 'Smile' and it is the beginning of the friendship.
Step by step, day by day...
They will be close to you someday, somehow.
They will leave you and come back around after an argument.
They will do something and make your troublesome, but still you will forgive them.

We like to grudge and waiting for the other to talk to you first.
You will never forget their birthday, you will never cheat on them, you will never betray them and 'you are never to be alone.' :)

 - These are what he said to me.

A guy and a girl can be just friends. 

But at the point or another, they will fall for each other...

Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe...FOREVER!

The thing that I am worrying bout right now, I am so scare to fall...to fall for my BOY BEST FRIEND!