My Love, This Way.

Seems like I was walking in the wrong direction.

I barely recognize my own reflection.

No, I scared of love but also scared of life alone

Seems I've been playing on the safe side baby.

Building walls around my heart to save me, but I know it's time to let it go

I'm ready to feel it now...

No longer am I afraid of the fall down, it must be time to move on now.

Without the fear of how it might end.

I guess, I'm ready to love again...

Just when we think that love will never find you, you runaway but still it's right behind you.

Yes, it's just something you can't control.

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I am so glad that I met you.
Please pay me some confidence and there's one thing that I wanna tell you,

I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU, THAT'S ALL!

I'm Lucky I'm In Love With My Best Friend.

Sometimes I really do feel that I am the luckiest girl ever in the world.

There's always something waiting me out there.

I can always get what I ever wanted in my life.

And the most beautiful thing is the person I love will love me earlier than I do.

The Typical Chinese Boy is now officially became mine.

I'm happy and lucky that I'm in love with my best friend.

11/3/2012,

My one last new love story has just began. :P

Yes, Life is too short, there is not time to leave important words unsaid.

To be brave to tell the one you love you need em'

Although I can't guarantee forever...but the only thing I can confirm to you is...
I love you now, truly madly deeply...
I never thought that we could really start this way.
So now stay here beside me, just hold me and don't let go.
This feeling, I'm feeling is something I've never known...
Do you know that?
Wherever and whenever I could see you, I just couldn't take my eyes off you. :P
If I knew then, what I know now...I'd fall in love...
Cause love only come once in a while, knocks on your door and throw you a smile.
Take every breathe, leaves every scars, speaks through your soul and sing to your heart.

Love one, let's just start the relationship that without any promises, terms or conditions.
To treasure our love and appreciate the time that we're together :)
Don't promise me forever, just love me day by day.

I know that you've wait for this post for so long. :)
I love you, my Typical Chinese Boy! <3

Ambiguous, complicated.

Sometimes he will go passionate, but sometimes he goes cool.
I do not know why and this goes suffer.

I'm wondering if you really do love me, why don't you treat me like you really do?
What problem are we having now?
Why can't I just be brave when I face this thing?

Let us stop here on.
To let the both of us feeling better.
I could stop myself for loving you, as your wish " To find someone better ".
But like seriously, let me tell you...
Never ever!
I hate to get hurt, this feeling wasn't that good as you think.
At least, once a before I did enjoy the times with you.
Thank you very much, I quit!

A Flirtationship.

What is the status between us right now?
Are we strangers?
Are we friends?
Or are we now already more than friends?

Thank you for letting me know you are actually love me too...
Because of you, I don't feel lonely anymore!
Thank you for being by my side when I need someone to be with...
Because of you, I love my life even more now!
Thank you for telling me everything I wanna hear...
Because of you, I happy everyday!
Thank you for loving me...
Because I love you too!

You are once a stranger for me, then from a friend to be a good friend.
A good friend then turn into the person I tell almost everything to...
And now we are more than friends but the both of us are just lack of a little bit courageous to start the relationship...

I'm being so happy now one day than another day, knowing that you're loving me.
I'll remember how we started talking. :)

The Typical Chinese Boy.

The Typical Chinese Boy.
My

He is my favorite listener also my best company. :)
He listens to me all the time when I need someone to talk to and he can try all his ways to make me feel well.
He's the one who I can communicate alone with, without awkwardness and boredoms.
Fun all the time when he is with me.
Sometimes he is also a baddie, when he bullies me.
Because of both of us afraid of tickle. So that he tickles me all the time no matter where we are, then the war began!

How could you smile when you're missing someone?
Well, I did! All the times when I think of him, I smile. Smile from the inside to the outside and this makes me feel so special. For the first time I feel this way!

We have the same secrets.

Do you ever have a boy but just a friend that will get emotional for you when you are moody?
He might be the one and the only one I'd ever meet in my life.
He get emotional when he saw and hear bout me and le' ex.
He be my company when I want to shop, he gave me opinions and help me find dresses.


A idiot that will ask me to wake up at 3 A.M. to jog with him and end up walk the whole journey just to chat with me.
A idiot that will walk to my house at 4 P.M. and have study group with me also end up with epic.
A idiot that will told me that the songs I heard not nice but he download into his MP3.
A idiot that will find me lots of disgust pictures of my idols, when I told him that I love them.
Also a stupid that urged me to be a lady and turn around to tell me he needs woman loves. Wants me to wear dresses when hang out with him.
A dumb ass that when I asked him bout love and he would tell me that he's a gay.
A cretin that will try all his best to ask his parents to let him hang out with me.

Lots of my first experiences,
My confidences,
My pride,
My hobbies,
My laughter, he helps me to own it all.

He told me, he will never let me go. He always stop me when I'm getting high in the conversation bout death, he said he scares to lost me.
He told me, what if I really left he will be forever alone.
He told me, he appreciate all the times when he's with me.
He told me, I am perfect all the way in his sight.
He told me, whenever when I'm needing him, he will be always here and there.

I die a little inside everytime you use the word "friend" to describe me.
Well, I think I'm in love with my best friend.

The Lesson Of Le' Week.

The lesson of the week : CONFIDENCE.

I've been care so much bout how people looks on me.
People told me ' You're fat. '
People told me ' You're skittish. '
People told me ' You're ugly. '
People says this and that...
, and these made me so lost my confidences.
I will try a hundred even a thousand ways to change into better.

But now, not.
Last ~, I asked someone how to be slim, be pretty.
They ask me to change my mentallities, the state of mind.
She told me,
To be confident, don't always care so much bout what other people feel for you.
You should have your own life, your own style.
Girl, just the way you are.

After the chat with her,
There's someone who the 1st one who asked me to be a girl. :)
Hey you, thank you. Thank you, to letting me know.
There's at least you still can see me right, want me to be a girl when I'm with you.

The container of confidence is now on the half way full!

 

 

Friendships, How Ridiculous?

Like seriously, after a numerous of waves and storms...
I have lost a lots but also learn a lots and got a lots...
Thank you for all your who never leave me when I need companies...
And thank you for who came and went...


Friendship, how ridiculous?
Maybe they were maybe the one you not looked down to in the past.
They are one of your stranger in the past. Once a 'Hello', once a 'Smile' and it is the beginning of the friendship.
Step by step, day by day...
They will be close to you someday, somehow.
They will leave you and come back around after an argument.
They will do something and make your troublesome, but still you will forgive them.

We like to grudge and waiting for the other to talk to you first.
You will never forget their birthday, you will never cheat on them, you will never betray them and 'you are never to be alone.' :)

 - These are what he said to me.

A guy and a girl can be just friends. 

But at the point or another, they will fall for each other...

Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe...FOREVER!

The thing that I am worrying bout right now, I am so scare to fall...to fall for my BOY BEST FRIEND!